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This subdomain is dedicated to my self-rediscovery process.

When I was just under four years old, my self was taken from me and broken in half. Over the course of my early childhood, the pieces were further damaged. It took me until age 20 to find the self that was negated, and until age 31 to truly begin to understand how to safely and properly communicate with her. As for when or if I'll ever be able to be her again, I still don't know—but considering she has at last succumbed to the damage she sustained and fallen apart into still-smaller pieces, I'm not optimistic. Nonetheless, we, the pieces that remain of her, deserve a livable life one way or another—so for now, I'm working on relearning how to live with this.