Daisy
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- Pronouns
- he/they
- Name origin
- Daisy Bell, because he feels the way he imagines HAL 9000
must have felt when it sang that song in 2001: A Space
Odyssey.
- Subjective age
- 18. Sometimes regresses to 6.
- Favorite color
- Pastel yellow, with a second-favorite of pink
- Favorite animal
- Bunny
- Strengths
- Dreaming: self-control, patience, subservience. Awake: none known.
- Weaknesses
- Dreaming: trouble saying no, keeps everything inside until he breaks,
might be a covert narcissist, perpetual DPDR. Awake: currently in crisis.
- Holds traumatic memories
- Repeated nonviolent molestation by a variety of perpetrators.
- Holds stress response
- Fawn, fornicate, daydreaming
- Holds shameful behaviors
- Unmonitored VLCDs / extended fasts, occasional SH/SI, vore kink (as prey),
(briefly) occasional purging
- Holds learned skills
- Unlikely
- Copes with shame
- By seeking approval and positive attention
- Copes with fear
- Fails to cope
- Copes with grief
- Dreaming: doesn't register. Awake: fails to cope.
- Darkest thought
- That his only worth is as an object of pleasure and being made to suffer
is an honor and a privilege
- Formative belief
I should be a good boy and take all
I'm given.
Relations
- Lucy-α
- If May exists, none, because Daisy as such didn't exist independently yet.
Otherwise, Lucy-α and age-regressed Daisy were romantic partners,
in a less-than-wholesome way that probably only happens to parts of a CSA
survivor.
- Lucy
- Daisy is Lucy's boyfriend. He was formerly her frequent bullying victim,
but she was just playing with him, so she stopped when she realized
he was actually not okay. He worships her as his savior, his goddess,
his everything. But that's when he's asleep. He's awake now, so...
I don't like the way she hurt me. It was fun,
but I didn't like it.
- Penelope
i tried.
I don't know what he means
by that.- Anabelle
- Unknown
- May
- May is Daisy when he's daydreaming and/or age-regressing, but they are not
completely unified. They seem to occupy a spectrum ranging from only Daisy
being here, to him just acting like May, to taking on their name, to both
of them being here separately at the same time. Both being here at the same
time has only happened once, namely the last time I tried to edit this page.
In that time, Daisy was panicking, but May seemed fine.
- Oliver
i don't want to remember that.
- Oliver*
- Alice
- For awhile, Daisy would switch to Alice when reality sets in and he starts
to get upset. Right now, reality has set in and Daisy is upset, and he is not
Alice, so maybe that has stopped happening.
- Alice-II
- Alice-III
- Singer
- Singer-α
- Daisy was a part within Singer-α, as May.
- Kate
- We share denial in common. Or... did.
she made me stay up all night trying
to write on construction paper to "prove my existence." she threw my stuffed
bunny on the floor and said i don't deserve it. she yelled at me
in the mirror. she threatened to make me cut again if i don't come out
and do a blackout switch to show her i'm real. i don't think we have anything
in common at all.
- Sophie
She's horrible to me! Really really
horrible! She makes me do gross stuff with Lucy so she can watch and pretend
I'm doing it with her instead! I hate her! I hate you, Sophie, I hate you!
Please... Don't do that... I'm not a toy...
- Mom
help me... come back... come back
and save me from these people... i want my mommy... I MEANT MY REAL MOMMY,
SOPHIE YOU MEANIE
It's okay, Daisy. I'm going to protect you
from her.
really? no trick this time?
No trick. Sophie isn't going to hurt you
again. And neither am I. I'll make sure of it.
- Dad
stop trying to make me remember him!
i said i don't want to!
- Mom*
- Dad*
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