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Pronouns

she/they/he

Name origin

Don't remember. Some cartoon or something.

Subjective age

6

Favorite color

yellow!

Favorite animal

pikachu! Our father used to tease her by pretending she was a Pikachu and he was Prof. Oak and was going to put her in his "Pikachu stew." (Obviously not something that would ever happen in that show.)

Strengths

Able to convince herself the whole world and everything and everyone in it and everything that's ever happened to her is all just in her imagination.

Weaknesses

no concept of reality nor attachment to it

Holds traumatic memories

Repeated nonviolent molestation by a variety of perpetrators.

Holds stress response

daydreaming

Holds shameful behaviors

Occasional SH/SI because it's "pretty," vore kink (as prey), love of candy but obstinant refusal to eat anything else or enough in general

Holds learned skills

Unlikely

Copes with shame

Doesn't register

Copes with fear

Doesn't register

Copes with grief

Doesn't register

Darkest thought

That being exploited as an object of pleasure is actually lots of fun and any suffering along the way doesn't matter because it's easy to ignore

Formative belief

Sure, you can hurt me! That's okay!

May introduced herself to our mom by name when we were an actual child, young enough that this kind of identity alteration didn't seem all that strange. When Daisy showed himself, I felt very certain he was actually May, but he said he didn't like that name anymore. And now, surprise surprise, along comes one who does. I'm pretty sure they are connected very, very closely, and feel somewhere between two parts and one part, like Penelope and Anabelle, or like Sophie and me.