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Daisy

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Daisy is apparently in a state of panic right now, so I'm not going to keep trying to write this page until we can calm him down. In the meantime, I'm going to leave it like this. It's the most honest thing to do.

Pronouns
he/they
Name origin
Daisy Bell, because he feels the way he imagines HAL 9000 must have felt when it sang that song in 2001: A Space Odyssey.
Subjective age
18. Sometimes regresses to 6.
Favorite color
Yellow, with a second-favorite of pink
Favorite animal
Bunny
Strengths
Dreaming: self-control, patience, subservience. Awake: none known.
Weaknesses
Dreaming: trouble saying no, keeps everything inside until he breaks, might be a covert narcissist, perpetual DPDR. Awake: currently in crisis.
Holds traumatic memories
Repeated nonviolent molestation by a variety of perpetrators.
Holds stress response
Fawn, fornicate, daydreaming
Holds shameful behaviors
Unmonitored VLCDs / extended fasts, occasional SH/SI, vore kink (as prey), (briefly) occasional purging
Holds learned skills
Unlikely
Copes with shame
By seeking approval and positive attention
Copes with fear
Fails to cope
Copes with grief
Dreaming: doesn't register. Awake: fails to cope.
Darkest thought
That his only worth is an object of pleasure and being made to suffer is an honor and a privilege
Formative belief
I should be a good boy and take all I'm given.

Relations

Lucy-α
If May exists, none, because Daisy as such didn't exist independently yet. Otherwise, Lucy-α and age-regressed Daisy were romantic partners, in a less-than-wholesome way that probably only happens to parts of a CSA survivor.
Lucy
Daisy is Lucy's boyfriend. He was formerly her frequent bullying victim, but she was just playing with him, so she stopped when she realized he was actually not okay. He worships her as his savior, his goddess, his everything. But that's when he's asleep. Right now—Right now she's out to get me and if she gets me she's gonna eat me and and and and and and and and and and I I don't want to die I please please get me out of here I have to get out of this body
Penelope
Unknown
Anabelle
Unknown
Daisy
gdhgnlks afhnaetnieragldkafngpar
May
If May exists, theeeeeeeeee
Oliver
Oliver*
Alice
Alice-II
Alice-III
Singer
Singer-α
Kate
Sophie
i hate you
Mom
Dad
Mom*
Dad*
Did you like me? Did you like me, you guys!? Did you get your fill!!? Hahaha whhyyyyy am I here why am I here what am I doing here

I'm having trouble filling this out. I'll do it later.

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