Lucy
- Name origin
- Lucifer
- Aliases
- Currently none; formerly Persimmon (retired), Anabelle (retired)
- Pronouns
- she/her
- Type
- EP
- Role
- Trauma holder (penetration)
- Reponse type
- Fight response
- Reexperiencing type
- Nightmares, age regression
- Communication style
- Internal back-and-forth conversations
- Coping mechanisms
- Binge-eating, maladaptive daydreaming (specifically, gruesome and fetishistic revenge fantasies)
- Traits presented when cofronting
- Rage, hatred, arrogance, sadism, gluttony, empathy
Lucy is the one who remembers what it was like when our abuser took us to the bathroom in the middle of the night and penetrated us anally on the counter. We were only three years old, soon to turn four.
She is angrier about this than you could possibly imagine. She wants to cannibalize all child abusers, drag them all down to hell with her, and torture them forever. She wants our own abuser in particular to be her personal pet and slave there, who will be forced to endure the most humiliating and agonizing torment out of anyone else, while being showered in mostly-sarcastic adoration.
We aren't actually violent. This is just her fantasy. Even she knows this.
Like Alice and Daisy, Lucy was born when Singer could no longer carry everything alone. Until then, she was a part of Singer.
Lucy copes with shame by reveling in it, and with fear by spitting in its face. She knows she's bad. She's given up trying to be good. Being bad makes her feel like royalty.
Relations
Lucy distrusts me. That said, we're learning to work better together.
Lucy wants to protect and avenge Alice.
Lucy and Daisy are a couple. Despite her romantic affection for him, Lucy has angrily described Daisy as a "self-deserting brat." She thinks he is incompetent and cannot be trusted with controlling our behavior.
Lucy is indifferent to Singer.
Lucy and Sophie are closely related. They were likely a binary subsystem within Singer. Lucy is fond of our girth but would like our body to be more feminine.
Lucy admires the strength and resilience Lorna showed in life.
Lucy loathes Bernard and enjoys repeatedly killing him. She is also somewhat attracted to him, though it would be more correct to say this attraction is a function of her hatred for him via the corruption of her sexuality on account of the abuse she endured.